This book is a personal narrative about an event that happened to the writer when she was thirty-two years old.

The protagonist was pregnant with her second child and excitedly anticipating the birth of her baby boy.

The event changed her life profoundly forever. A perfectly healthy Mom and a perfectly healthy baby was how the doctors described the writers pregnancy.

Who could have ever predicted the chain of events that were in store for this mom and her family.

This book speaks to the incredible vessel of creation that is a woman’s body to the empty arms that have no baby to hold and care for. The contradictions of the miracle of just giving birth and the reality of all that is going on around the protagonist in life as it has unfolded.